Thursday, November 29, 2007
Time

  "I tend to like those old songs nowadays" - Me
 
  "You are getting old" - Yuwei, my housemate

  "You are really getting old" - Esther

Yes, i am getting old, but I'm only 20 this year, considering another 1 month to 2008 and I will turn 21. People always say, when you are young, you hope that you grow up faster. But that does not happen to me, i hate growing up actually. Call me childish as you may, but i love my childhood.

I have fond memories of my childhood. I enjoy all those memories with my cousins. Playing in the orchard without any adult's watchful eye, cycling for miles just to reach the river n get ourselves wet in the process of catching prawns & fishes, starting a fire just for fun, digging up those wild tapioca, etc etc etc.

I never want to grow up, i will stay in young age forever, can I? As we grow up, I start to understand the norm of society, the restriction. Just imagine, when you are 17 years old, will you still sit on a seesaw without any hesitation? 

Then, we will go to school, college and university. Life get so busy, and all of us are far apart in different countries. Communication based solely on the emotionless internet (Msn? YM? Skype?). Sometimes, i feel that the internet is killing our relationship. Evthing is based on words that appear on your screen, nothing more than that.

I want back my childhood, stop the clock please!!!

Ever-childish,
~FuYew~

Monday, November 26, 2007
I'm wasting my time...

When there's expectation, there will be disappointment.
When there's no expectation, there will be surprise.

Choose one boy!

Honestly speaking, i prefer life without expectation, what say you?


Craped by,
~FuYew~

Sunday, November 25, 2007
Shout Out

It's just not my day today. Dun ask me why! I feel so wrong, I am wasting my time, I dunno what to expect, I dunno how to react, I dunno what to do! I tend to hate myself sumtimes!

I need sumthing to cheer me up, i need sumone to inject adrenaline into my body. I need evthing in the world, but I dunno how to handle them. Haha... Symptoms of goin crazy.... ~!@#$%^&

Blocks coming up nxt week, screwed it!


Kisiao blogger,
~FuYew~

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Perception & Reality

What is perception?
What is reality?
Can perception be the same as reality?
Or can reality be the same as perception?

I hate it when i tend to think too much,
I'm afraid of the feeling of disappointment;
I hate the up and down of life,
I'm afraid i will lost in the dark again.

It may be a game of life,
And i will live my life to maximum;
It may be an arrangement of God,
And i will just be patient.

Let it fly along with the wind,
Be it my feelings,
Or my perception,
Let it be the reality.


Temporary Emo Blogger,
~FuYew~

Sunday, November 18, 2007
Leonid Meteor 2007

It's been quite some time since i write anything here. Bla bla bla... skip all explaination for not updating...

Alright, here i am once again, back into the blogpshere! I won't promise that i will update often, but i will try la. =P

I choose to update today cuz i would really like to jot tis wonderful memory of mine sumwher! Yes, a star gazing session, lookin upon the sky n waiting eagerly for Leonid Meteor. I have to admit that although i'm a night sky lover, this is only the first time stayin up late night for any meteor shower.

It all started of when Tzehau told me that there will be meteor shower on late night of Saturday and early morning of Sunday. Besides, there's someone who are very keen on watchin it, even though might get locked out of hostel. Forget bout the hostel curfew, forget bout the mosquitoes, forget bout the weather, I decided to give it a try! The sky was clear, and it was very very clear indeed. My first meteor was when i was on the way to Endpoint, a place away from all the light, the best location for star gazing.

Upon arriving, i was utterly astounded! The dark sky, the stars above, the weather! Whatelse could i really ask for with such perfect environment. (P/s: The monkey was really hyped up, goin kisiao even more than me! Haha) We settle down, lookin at the far away sky, waitin for the appearance of another meteor. Meanwhile, i was thought of a new star. And it's hers. Izzit? Haha. I will remember that. =)

Basically everyone saw few comets throughout the night, although Huamin n PKM are the luckier ones. But i do manage to make a short wish when a longer comet appear. Hehe! What's it about? Secret! However, the star gazing session ended abruptly when the local police notice us and send us off.

I would say there's no regret being freeze almost to death. Where's my jacket? Dunno. Haha. Now, i am really lookin forward towards the Geminid meteor on 12/13th of December. It will be more significant, and the important thing is it's for GEMINIAN like me.

A night sky lover,
~FuYew~